In Crossing the Rubicon, written, illustrated, and accompanied by her own improvisational flute music (in the audiobook of the same name), Heidi Connolly delves into her loss, grief, and ultimate healing through the lens of communication with her recently departed husband Randy. His message? Until she could begin to fully process her despair, which was serving as an impenetrable fog, she would be unable to hear him from from across the Veil. 

While poetry comprises part of this book, it is also through inspiring prose that Randy assures Heidi that every word, image, and note of Crossing the Rubicon is energetically encoded to ensure everyone touched by it will more easily process any kind of loss . . . and achieve the peace they crave.
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Crossing the Rubicon (digital) is available here and on Amazon.
Crossing the Rubicon (audiobook) is available here.

"I listened to Heidi's audiobook of Crossing the Rubicon when I was still despondent over the loss of my husband, who died over 5 years ago. I didn't know what to expect, but I never thought it would have the effect it did. I seemed to move through layers of anguish and come out the other side without any of the pain I'd been feeling up to that point. Somehow, the music and the words combined to help me feel more grounded and capable of finally living my life differently. I keep it by my bedside." - Ann, OR, 2021

"As soon as I picked Heidi's book up in my hands, I knew it would help me process my grief over the loss of my daughter. Not only did I begin to accept the loss, but also to truly understand that she would always be with me, even if it was in another form. I am grateful beyond words for this heartfelt communication from Heidi and her husband Randy." - Jaime, WA 2019